You ever have one of those days where everything around you is forcing you to be bi-polar?
Someone drives you completely insane with hurt......
Then the doorbell rings & its the maintenance dude checking in on a call you made the other night to fix the rain gutters out back so that your fucking house doesn't flood with all these heavy summer storms you've been getting.
So you hope that your outer self isn't exploding from what you were just experiencing moments before, and as you're talking to the maintenance dude about rain gutters, you start to feel a bit of relief because something's happening to fix a potential flooding issue that you worry a little more about every time it rains.
And then your doorbell rings immediately after that and its a damn good friend dropping by, with his sister you've never met, to pick up some damn good comic books and you talk for a bit about some damn fun stuff.
So, for the moment, you're contained.....and, for the moment, you've forgotten about what drove you insane with hurt just minutes ago.....
And then they leave.
And then it's quiet.
And then you start to remember again what drove you insane with hurt just moments ago.
And then you gotta remember to breathe.
And then you're like.....
What.
The.
Fuck.
Its one of those days.
4 comments:
I'll show you. When the chips are down, these...these...civilized people, they'll eat each other. See, I'm not a monster. I'm just ahead of the curve.
We're just staying ahead of the curve babe...the best we can.
Oh, and great blog!
Awww Fwen...those are the moments you call me over and I will bring a bottle and bossom sugar for you....remember you can do that...I might not handle it right but will try...
xxoo Olga
you always know how to make me laugh--even when things are shitty--thanks
do you feel better after that blog?
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